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Kris and Stacy's Wedding Monday, April 28 I had so much fun. Finn did an excellent job of bearing rings. Thanks for including us in your big day!  Posted by Kari at  My New Nickname Monday, April 21 Prostitrente!! Posted by Kari at If I Had a MySpace Page Friday, April 11 This would be the song that plays in the background: Posted by Kari at Grief is Weird Tuesday, April 8 I debated putting this out there because, honestly, isn't everyone getting sick of the miscarriage talk? I ultimately decided to post it for me because writing about it makes me feel better. So take what you will from it. A month ago, I would have sworn I was over this whole miscarriage crap. I cried, got angry, did all the things you're supposed to do to get over having a miscarriage according to the INTERNET. I started to doubt my health when I kept getting hit with illness: flu, colds, back pain, etc. Turns out it wasn't bad Kelly Inn karma. Although that probably would have been easier. Two weeks ago I started to feel really sad. By nature, I am an upbeat, happy-go-lucky kinda gal so I was surprised and bewildered at what was causing it. I felt really guilty about feeling sad -- didn't I have everything I have always wanted? (Ok, besides being a vampire). I decided to stop analyzing and just let myself feel sorry for myself. I kept seeing this picture of Jack and Rose (from Titanic, weird, I don't even like that movie) after Jack's dead when she lets him go and he sinks down into the sea... except it was me letting go of the baby I lost. The whole thing was weird and depressing but I felt better after a good cry. Later that night, I passed the baby. I had no idea my body had been holding on to this for three long effing months. Immediately afterwards, I felt 100% better both physically and emotionally. My back pain totally disappeared. I felt almost peaceful? I want to let my guard down and tell myself that I'm finally over this ..but every time I do: WHAM! I get hit with a new round of grief. I don't suppose this is the kinda thing you can joke about 3 months after it happens but, really, I want to. Because what's more hilarious than losing a baby? Posted by Kari at This is Why Child Protection Services is Probably Driving Here Now Friday, April 4 Finn: (looking at my bracelet) You don't like the werewolf, Mommy? Me: I like the werewolf as a friend. Finn: You like the heart from Edward better? Me: Much, much better, Finn. It's true love from a vampire. Finn: Lleah. (Finn's version of yeah). Posted by Kari at Twilight America's Test Kitchen Night Wednesday, April 2     Posted by Kari at |
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